No Drunk Tales

AA and CO finally had a talk yesterday through YM. CO seriously doesn’t want AA and me being alone together for my own sake, or we could be alone together nga daw but without alcohol, or with alcohol but with a third wheel. But according to AA he’s bullheaded so I guess I’ll be seeing more of him in the next few days, or weeks, or months… let’s see kung hanggang kelan siya tatagal. Parang nakukunsensiya lang ako because pareho naman kaming may kasalanan but he’s taking all the blame. And I also feel guilty because of the girlfriend. We’re really not doing anything wrong (wala naman masyado, haha) but still, I feel like I’m taking him away from her, or his time for her at least.

And remember my drama queen post last night? Walang nangyari siempre. I felt okay na the moment I received his text message saying he was on his way na to my place from James’ place. I felt better when I saw him.

No drunk tales last night. He arrived at 1am already and he was drunk. I told him we’d just go to sleep and we did. We fought over one side of the bed pa and, of course, I won! He’d better let me kase kung hindi, iuumpog ko siya sa muscle ko. Haha! I had a hard time sleeping and it took me about two hours before I finally dozed off.

He was the first to wake up this morning and as always, he woke me up too. Then we watched Into The Wild. Actually siya lang nanood… I’ve watched that movie about a couple of times already and I read the book about three times. He woke me up lang everytime he has questions or comments about the movie. He’s like that… htat’s how comfortable he is with me. He doesn’t care what I’m doing basta mangungulit siya when he wants to.

Then we had breakfast with my dad and nephew and then we had a little talk then he went back to sleep again. I watched him sleep for a couple of hours… haaayyy, wish I could do that forever. Corny no? Haha! And now my bed and pillows smell like him. He smells nice… I love smelling him! When he woke up, we had lunch and then we ate ice cream and cake with my nephew in my room. Then we talked a little more… we reminisced about our college days and people we used to hang out with and all our kalokohans and funny moments before. Nakakatuwa! Then he went home around 2pm. He’d go to the gym first then go home and prepare for his interview tomorrow morning. He’ll be coming back tomorrow after his interview.

This morning when I woke up I realized that our friends definitely shouldn’t see us sleeping together or else they’ll find out for sure that there’s something going on between AA and me. May violent reactions kaya if they do find out? I really don’t care what they think but I wonder how they’ll react. We always sleep beside each other kase pag may mga sleepovers. And this time he always puts his arms around me na when we’re sleeping and he’d sometimes kiss me, unconsciously. Me din, the same, pero I don’t kiss him… pag laseng lang. Hahaha! Before kse that crazy weekend we don’t cuddle when we sleep.

He’s going to start working for a new company on Monday. And he promised he’d drop by ever now and then. I remember when I was still working for a magazine, our office was in Cubao then we tranferred to Libis. He’d drop by my office so we could have lunch together or he’d just hang out at my office. Then on Fridays we’d go out for a drink with our friend from college JR or he’d go with me when I go out with my officefriends. Parang that time pa lang pala he was trying his best na talaga to be close to me and I only realized this now.

Posted: March 27th, 2008 under Forgotten.

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