forgotten

Thinking

So, I’ve been thinking… a lot lately, especially last night… about him. I actually had a hard time going to sleep last night. Sabi ko pa naman I’ll go to sleep early so I won’t think anymore, yun pala lalo lang lang akong mag-iisip. Hay buhay! But, I remember he told me he wants us to be friends, nothing more, nothing less, because friends are forever daw. And he can’t see why love is forever. And with that, titigilan ko na tong kalokohan na ‘to!

Seriously, I don’t get it! I don’t get him! It’s like doesn’t he have enough friends already? Parang what’s with me ba? Sabi nga niya parang inggitero daw pala dating niya because when we were drinking last weekend he told me that he wanted to be close like how DA, OC and CO are to me. From I see right now, we can’t have a platonic friendship, and that would be really very difficult for me. Right now pa lang, we’ve been together twice pa lang ulit after a loooooonngg time and I can feel myself getting hopelessly addicted to him already. And maybe he is too. Makapal na kung makapal pero I can tell that he is. Kse hindi niya papatulan yung idea to meet last Tuesday if he didn’t want to be with me. Then on Wednesday afternoon (he went home that morning), I told him that I finnished na the album that I was doing for our friends and he suggested pa he’d get it that night. Imagine, he’d be coming from Las Pinas then go to my place her ein QC and then go to our friend’s place in Cainta, tapos the next day they’re leaving early to go to Pangasinan. Parang parusa naman yon, right? Am I reading too much through all of this?

I guess then CO is right! Gago talaga kami! Mismo! Or maybe, ako lang. Siguro nga it’s about time na tigilan ko na talaga tong kalokohan na to!