I talked to a “friend” today and it made me confirm my thoughts… I’m unwanted. It’s uber hard but I have to swallow my pride and admit it to myself and simply accept. And like the immortal words of Lady Galadriel “I shall now diminish.” My so-called friends only remember me when they need something from me while I try my best not to do that to them. And thinking about it makes me wanna throw up. Nope, I’m not drunk… I’m very much sober…

Would it be bad if I change my mobile number and not inform them? Maybe I will but only a couple of them. And only one of them knows my landline because we also changed it when we changed our internet provider. Bad ba? I don’t really care… I’m not a care bear! Haha! For them, I don’t give a damn! And with this I leave you all with this song… my song for the week…

Bad Reputation
by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts

I don’t give a damn about my reputation
You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation
A girl can do what she wants to do and that’s what I’m gonna do
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me

And I don’t give a damn about my reputation
Never said I wanted to improve my station
And I’m only doing good when I’m having fun and I don’t have to please no one
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

I don’t give a damn about my reputation
I’ve never been afraid of any deviation
And I don’t really care if ya think I’m strange, I ain’t gonna change
And I’m never gonna care about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

And I don’t give a damn about my reputation
The world’s in trouble, there’s no communication
And everyone can say what they want to say, it never gets better anyway
So why should I care about a bad reputation anyway
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me

I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation
And I only feel good when I got no pain and that’s how I’m gonna stay
And I don’t give a damn about my bad reputation
Oh no, not me. Oh no, not me. Not me
Not me!

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